Limp wrist - I love hardcore boys / I love boys hardcore live @ le poisson rouge 6/16/13
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The older I get the more I realise there are no grown ups and nobody knows what the fuck they’re doing.
(Source: bon-bon)
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‘Please don’t worry,’ I say. ‘I can explain.’ I soothe the air with a casual hand.
Both my arms are pinioned from behind by the Director of Comp., who wrestles me roughly down, on me with all his weight. I taste floor.
‘What’s wrong?’
I say ‘Nothing is wrong.’
‘It’s all right! I’m here!’ the Director is calling into my ear.
‘Get help!’ cries a Dean.
My forehead is pressed into parquet I never knew could be so cold. I am arrested. I try to be perceived as limp and pliable. My face is mashed flat; Comp.’s weight makes it hard to breathe.
‘Try to listen,’ I say very slowly, muffled by the floor.
‘What in God’s name are those…,’ one Dean cries shrilly, ‘…those sounds?’
There are clicks of a phone console’s buttons, shoes’ heels moving, pivoting, a sheaf of flimsy pages falling.
‘God!’
‘Help!’
The door’s base opens at the left periphery: a wedge of halogen hall-light, white sneakers and a scuffed Nunn Bush. ‘Let him up!’ That’s deLint.
‘There is nothing wrong,’ I say slowly to the floor. ‘I’m in here.’
I’m raised by the crutches of my underarms, shaken toward what he must see as calm by a purple-faced Director: ‘Get a grip, son!’
DeLint at the big man’s arm: ‘Stop it!’
‘I am not what you see and hear.’
Distant sirens. A crude half nelson. Forms at the door. A young Hispanic woman holds her palm against her mouth, looking.
‘I’m not,’ I say. -
(Source: machpizza)
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i wish i wrote words like paul baribeau
if i could do that, i think you would know
how beautiful that i think you are
something about the planets and starsi wish i could play like matty pop chart
make music to match the tune in my heart
some melody we both could sing
some wonderful harmony -
the faithful say it’s beautiful
“it’s god’s will, let the flood swell”



