Getting Your Life Together

You know one thing for certain though. You can’t have another year like the one you just had. You honestly don’t have it in you. The fight is gone. You just have to start resigning yourself to the fact that this is how things are and you can’t strive for anything better. Lock yourself in your room and listen to sad music in bed. Become comfortably uncomfortable. Think to yourself “This is it. My life will be like this forever. I’ll watch others pass me by and get married while I’m sitting on my couch watching episodes of 30 Rock. So sad but oh well!” There’s almost a relief in giving up. You spent so long trying to fight off what was going to overtake you anyway. It feels good to finally  just let it win. You want me, sadness? You got me.

Then it happens.

(Source: thoughtcatalog.com)

foreverintothesea:

reversedtime:

sleepingtigers:

likesbears:

bukowski.

Tags: bukowski hawty

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wanderlusts:

Just Stay -Kevin Devine

You know those songs, the ones that sound totally different based on your state of mind? If I’m sad and I listen to this song, it’ll probably bring all kinds of tears. I don’t know why. But it will. I’m a girl, okay? But if I listen to it when I’m happy, I’ll spend the whole four minutes with a tiny smile on my face. That smile is pretty permanent these days.

THINGS THAT ARE GREAT (at this moment)

-snow
-warm weather
-music
-loud music
-live music
-driving with the windows down playing loud music
-books
-knowing people like something you did
-music again
-friends
-so many friends
-surprise, in all its forms
-love
-so much love
-sunsets
-sunrises
-sun
-snacks
-tea
-friends again
-(being very close to) finishing something

Tags: me HAWTY

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gratitude - I am the Avalanche

everywhere i go, 
i walk with all the strength you gave to me
and everything i do,
i do with all the love you showed me

packmymemoriesinit:

From yesterday’s lunch.  (Taken with instagram)

packmymemoriesinit:

From yesterday’s lunch. (Taken with instagram)

(Source: beeewalsh)

Tags: hawty

try to list the endless reasons why it’s good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them”

diemyfriend:

Good Clean Fun - “The MySpace Song” music video (by equalvision)

I know that websites don’t kill,
But sometimes they will
Sometimes they will break hearts

Heartbreak has its appeal,
I know how emo kids feel,
But that is not for me
I wrote one sad quiet song,
And we can all sing along,
But we will stay posi

grossfeeder:

I am going to make it through this year if it kills me

tonesandtextures:

walk through this with me
through this church of blood bone and muscle that is our lives
there is a doorknob glowing like chance before you
grab it, turn, and pull, swing
step through, back straight, chin up, eyes open, hearts loud
walk through this with me
walk through this with me